It's starting to dawn on me again what a big thing this move will be. I think what with hormones I'm all up in the air. I nearly snapped at him that he shouldn't take the job, even though rational me knows that this is an amazing opportunity.

The relocation deal looks sweet, if complicated, on paper but in order to keep it simple we need to find somewhere to buy asap. We were gonna go scope the area this weekend, but by the time we get there it'll be mid afternoon, not leaving long at all to view properties, so instead we're gonna go up the weekend after -on the Friday afternoon giving us the whole of Saturday to scope houses.

I am scared. He knows. Knowing how excited he is about the job will make it all worthwhile (and to be honest I'd follow him to the end of the earth) I just wish there was/is a simpler way to do things. Thankfully my car MOT isn't due til the end of November! Father in law is going to come and have a quick look see tomorrow as it wouldn't start yesterday when I went to collect my mum.

Its all too much, perhaps I could get signed off with stress for a week? Although given that I've only 19 days to work it seems a bit cheeky! Oh and I'm hoping to have a 100% attendance as that looks so good and also increases any bonus I get paid out next Spring (bonus is paid the month my salary stops!).

Oh well, lets hope I sleep well tonight. I just want to pass out and snore, worry I can do without!