I had a fairly decent nights sleep and am a lot less paranoid today. It's hubbys last day of work this week and I'm glad for him, he's taking tomorrow off to attend a Dr's appt with me, and then to help his dad take our junk to the tip.

Its been sitting in the garden for ages, an old bath, an old loo and an old sink, plus various other bits n bobs. Plus, he needs a break. I think the thought of finishing our house, moving house, driving lessons and stress at work is doing him in. Tis certainly a time of change in our household, but all for the best. I keep hoping hubby will apply for a job with a rival company (tis well known that ours underpays for his kinda role) but then he'd have to commute and that's the last thing I want to add to his day.

I was gonna call the docs today as I've managed to bugger my back up. There's to be no more sliding down stairs on my bum for some time, although I think it was more likely the sudden stop when I realised I had carpet burn which jolted my back, but it bloody hurts!

I can't even be bothered to go the Dr today. The lines been constantly engaged since 8am anyway which means all the good appointments will be gone.

So, breakfast and into work early today I think, I wanna get on top of my work as early as I can this month, my job is great but the targets are done monthly, so no sooner you think 'fab I've cracked this' it resets and you're off again.

This month especially, being the start of the 2nd half of the year, means I have to shape up to ensure I get a decent payrise/bonus next spring. I'll sure need the cash, even if we don't go Barbados next year!

Ok, must get on, have a good day all

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