I'm having my first glass of wine since BFF (before fitfarms aka 9th May). I asked hubby for a small glass and he brought me a shot glass full of wine. 
Then when I moaned he brought me the full glass he had left in the hall. 
The only thing is that I actually told him to pour the normal sized wine glass back in the bottle, whilst I am sipping a shot glass of wine! 
How scary? I hope this is not the end of my alcohol drinking days! I'll never finish the half bottle that's in my fridge.
Hubby reckons I must really wanna lose weight. I guess its all about balance - pizza for tea so less wine. I did go the gym this morning so I can be a little bit smug, although I had my loylty card stamped - I've only been 8 times since I joined mid March! Ooops.
I'm being really selfish today. My sister left a voicemail yesterday asking me to ring her, and to visit today. I haven't returned her call. I can't deal with it. It's easier to bury my head in the sand. Selfish and evil perhaps, but I can live with that.
She wants to come home 
, she has lodged an appeal, claiming she is better. We don't believe her. Still scared that she'll just walk away and that'll be the last we hear from her. I've got hubby but mum would be broken if anything happened to my sis. Obviously I would be gutted but my life doesn't revolve around them so much now.
So, I shoulda phoned my sis back, it's just there's nothing I can do to help her, there's nothing I can say and I can't be doing any more tears. I've had to grow a thicker skin. And if its selfish so what? Self preservation, survival of the fittest? It's not my sodding problem!
Rant over, gonna enjoy my wine and get off the net before I go cross eyed.
jackfrost
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enjoy ya drink and have a good nights sleep!!