I am supposed to be going for a chinese tonight with a whole load of people from work, and when i missed the last one (had only been there 3 weeks) I promised myself I would definitely go. Now the day has arisen, I know I will probably have fun, I know hubby will enjoy the peace and quiet, but I don't really know if I can be arsed with it.

Is that bad? I will probably feel left out next week when everyone is on about their shenanigans but I'm always on the outside looking in anyway. I know the obvious answer is go, so don't y'all be nagging me, but still, right now I wanna curl up in bed. Hmm, maybe I shouldn't have eaten the whole Easter egg this afternoon, I think its just the comedown.

What the hell, its only 3 hours of my whole life. I'll regret not going more than going and I can leave if I get bored or still feel miserable after a few glasses of wine. Must start beautifying myself, if only I could do my makeup like how it was in my photos. Dang!

This weekend has lots going on for me. Tomorrow I have decorating tomorrow, a sit with S, a quick dash round the shops too.. Saturday a family meal, must get flowers to take for the ma-in-law. Sunday? I have no idea as the shops are closed aren't they? Hmmm, maybe I should spend some time with my own ma Sunday? And Monday, more decorating, spring clean and maybe a pub lunch somewhere along the way.

It's a bank holiday weekend everyone! My first in employment ever where I haven't had to think about working! Yippeeee!

Have fun

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