Today at work I had a moment. A big bad miserable self-pitying moment. After lunch I felt really low. I wanted to blog, but of course, no net access at work so I couldn't.
Anyway, my moment went away, so I guess I just need to remember when I feel down that it is only a tiny MOMENT in time and not a life changing issue. And then move on. What was freaky was when my boss took me aside today, to have a little chat, as she'd 'heard' that I was really unhappy in my department and wanted to be in another bit of the business. I don't know where that came from but I nearly broke down into tears as I thought she was gonna make me move and I deffo do NOT wish to move from where I am. I'm keen to move around the business later on (when I've done at least 6 months although i have to do 18 on my department before I can move) and that's if I don't just take the other route, the baby route first. But other than that I was confused.
Now I'm trying to work out who said I wanted to be elsewhere, what I can possibly have said to give anyone that impression and who would be evil enough to say something so untrue to my boss. Feels a bit like I've been stabbed in the back.
Well, anyway, other than that life be grand.
good that moment is over!
maybe it was just a misunderstanding and not stabbing in the back - you spoke to your boss and now everything is clear.
happy valentine's day
xx