Howdi peeps, its been a while. I've been mighty stressed with work, and having joined Lovefilm I have been catching up on loads of old films I've always wanted to see but never had the chance to before.
The thing about churches is that they are usually beautiful old buildings (which I love) but the people inside them tend to get so carried away with this whole religion thing. Now, don't get me wrong, if you are into religion and are happy I don't have an issue. It's when people try to preach to me that I freak out a bit(hence being in a church is not good for me).
I never got into religion, read a bible at junior school, did church parades with Brownies and all that but actually going regularly? Really not my cup of tea! Last 2 times I went to a church was for a family wedding and family christening (not at the same time I might add). I felt claustrophic and wamted to run away both times, ( i felt like a hypocrite and just really uncomfortable to the point where I was in tears and nearly ran out one time) but these things must be endured from time to time I guess.
I don't like the idea of someone else having ultimate control of my life (control freak in me), my mistakes are mine alone, my good decisions too, are mine alone. I have family and friends to turn to in times of need, and so far this has stood me in good stead. The whole church thing creeps me out. I believe in dinosaurs and evolution. I dont ask anyone to follow my ways, maybe I am misguided but my way has treated me right til now.
Much love
